Vacation

Wasted vacations. Wasted tears. Wasted friends. Wasted time. Wasted sleep. Wasted minutes. I feel betrayed. All I can do is cry. I try to call and he doesnt pick up. I email and he doesnt respond. I cant do it. I flew across the country to hang out with someone that I trusted more than anyone. Why...Just because you talk to someone everyday and feel like you know someone fairly well...dont trust people. I have wasted the past 10 months of my life. I wish I could go back and erase it all. I know that what doesnt kill me will only make me stronger...but this is a moment that I just wish I was dead. I seriously let this boy take the life out of me....People are not good...