Tired

I am tired of working. I was tired of school. I am always so dang tired. I am tired of negative attitudes; even though a lot of times mine tends to be the most negative. I want to live in this perfect little world where everyone is happy all the time. Why do I constantly focus on all the negative aspects of my life rather than the positive? I really am a happy person...I think. I want to learn to trust others more. I want to learn to be positive.